..for a while, at least.

I've been mulling this over for a long time now, and seeing Ellie and Erana's threads has spurred me to action.

I thought I had my life under control, but I just don't. Over the past few months my home life has deteriorated drastically, and I, already depressed, am now worse off than ever before. I've turned to self-harm, fighting, and... other vices to relieve my anger and depression. Even so, more and more I have found myself taking up arms at the slightest comment by anyone, especially my friends on this forum. I spend hours of my day browsing, just to escape everything, but it's no longer working. I need to do something different.

That was basically a long winded and fractured way of me announcing that I'm leaving for a while. I've realized that I need serious help, and time to think over everything that's going on. I may be gone a week, maybe a year, but I promise I'll be back sooner or later. Until then, I can still be found on
MSN: tim4-x at hotmail.com
Email: eruantien at homail.com
finntim4x at hotmail.com
if anyone wishes to contact me.

Best wishes to you all... be safe, happy, and healthy until I return.

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Aww tim.. I'm really sorry you're leaving us. Although maybe it is for the better no matter how hard it is for us to realise. You're a brilliant lad and I know you'll go far in life. When you get all the help you need come back here. We'll still be waiting.. Good luck!

~Larael

i'm really sorry to hear that - it'll be sad and strange not seeing you around for a while, and i hate to see anyone going through the hell of depression. i just want to say that however bleak things seem now, they can and will get better - i had a major depressive episode seven years ago but i beat it and that means so can you. the fact that you're taking this positive step shows you're already on the way there.

you'll be in my thoughts and prayers, and i look forward to your glorious return.

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Each time it's really sad to hear that members are leaving AU.
I'm really sorry to hear that you feel so bad right now. I wish you good luck and I hope that we'll have you back in some time.

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Awww. I'm sorry to hear that you are having such a rough time, timtimtimtim. I hope that things get better for you soon. Your presence here shall surely be missed. Wishing you all the best, and I look forward to your return. Take care my friend.

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Poor Timmy. One thing is to realize one needs help another is to get the proper professional help and I really hope you'll be able to change the negative issues in your life. I'm really sorry to hear that you feel this way and it makes me feel like doing something for you... I might not be able to do much anyway, but I'll send my positive thoughts your way.
I will miss our long conversations in the music section and on the forum in general and I hope you'll be able to return again soon.

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I cant' explain what I think in english ... it would be too horrible ... but just take care of yourself !!! And I hope you will come back soon ^^!!!

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I'm sorry to hear that you're leaving, Tim - I don't even know you, but I too left a forum for exactly the same reasons as you did, and I hope you find the help you need and get better. Just know that things will change, as they did for me, almost a year ago now. Good luck, and stay safe!

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Tim4x-

I know I am too late for you to actually read this, but still mate, I can't even begin or try to understand what you are going through, and I hope that you get better, no matter how long it takes, even if it means I can't joke around with you for a while. You will be missed, Tim4x, that is for certain, and I cannot await your return but until then, be safe, enjoy life, and good luck, mellon nin!

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Aw, tim, I'm really sorry life has been so hard for you. The situation you're in sounds really rough. I totally understand what you mean by usuing A-U as an escape. But I'm so proud of you that you realize you need help. You realize there's a problem, and that's good, but only the first step.
You probably won't read this, but I'd suggest trying to get in touch with a counselor, or at least a trusted adult. You can't do this by yourself.
I'll be thinking of you and praying for you, tim.

~Gwen

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Thank you so much everyone. You all are awesome.

I'm afraid that you all have to deal with me again... for a total of 24 hours.

Tomorrow I leave for a weekend in the Pocanos followed immediately by a trip to Pittsburgh for an Interpol concert. Then, when I get back I have to run a week-long camp. After that I get a week to breathe, then it's off to NYC (MUUUUSE!) and Texas.

So hello and goodbye!

It's been only a couple days since I got back here myself, so I can't say I know you well, but I do hope things will get better for you soon. At least you're going to have a fun couple of weeks though, now, right?

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I'll miss seeing you are the forums, tim! Your posts always made me laugh, and I'm sorry I didn't get to know you better.
I hope you get feeling better soon, and come back when you're ready!

Oh im sry your leaving, i hope you arive back here soon, we will all be waiting for your safe return. I'll pray for you too.=)


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Miluiel Undomiel