Turn the light out, say goodnight
No thinking for a little while
Let's not try to figure out everything at once
It's hard to keep track of you falling through the sky
We're half awake in a fake empire

Fake Empire - The National

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{Beri}

Why can I never let myself be happy?
Why do I prefer to live in pain?
Why do I always look and long to suffer?
Forever lost, like tears in rain

"Nothing" - L' Âme Immortelle

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the
End would come faster my world's a disaster
Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning
And I can't keep my head above my wake

"Starless" - Crossfade

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

"Gotta be Somebody" - Nickelback


* This is a strange topic for me. I have never had anyone so I am skeptical. Out of all those I know around my age up to 20 or 30 years older, I have yet to see a decent relationship. Love is just a made up emotion in the real world in my observations. It's like the lyrics say I want to "feel like someone cares" but truth is, you can only care for yourself these days because most will just use you. It's quite sad. It's nice to dream though. A relationship is something I want, yet don't want. I just don't trust people. XD

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

^Man, I am with you. I've actually first hand experienced trainwreck relationships. Because it's pretty much impossible for someone to care about another person selflessly. All you can do is throw yourself out there. And god, I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true.


Use Somebody - Kings of Leon


I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me.

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Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!

^ It's nice to know I'm not the only one who thinks that. Some of the best advise is actually the cheesy ones.


Lacrimosa
Broken and vanishing into the distance
I want to love this dazzling world once more
I hide my dreams within my eyes
Until my tainted heart
Receives falling tears

"Lacrimosa" - Kalafina

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

"Alice" Avril Lavigne

I found myself in wonderland
get back on my feet again
is this real?
is this pretend?
I'll take a stand
until the end

I...I'll get by
I...I'll survive
when the world's crashing down
when I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
don't you try to stop me
I.....and I won't cry

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"There's an ocean between.....where I am and where I want to be"

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Annalist, Physician, & Historian
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The Free Company of Arnor
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Revelation -Third Day

It's been so long since
You felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know
There's a place where you belong
Here in My Arms

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

The pain inside
Has erased your hope for love
Soon you will find
That I'll give you all
That your heart could ever want
And so much more

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

You just call My name
You just call My name
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name


The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name

(heard it played in concert last night!!!!)

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(}--{)Imagination Inspires Ideas -Zandain(}--{)
Married Cloud Strife 9/17/08

"I Can't Decide" - Scissors Sisters

Oh I could throw you in a lake
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake
I won't deny I'm going to miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping and that's why

I can't decide whether you should live or die
Oh you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
Don't wonder why
My heart is dead inside
It's cold and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride!

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I was cured all right.

Illusion & Dream by Poets of the Fall

Look in my eyes I'll make you see
We're drifting aimlessly
Blind in a world of make believe

Hear them sing their songs off key
N' nod like they agree
Buying the need to be discreet

I've got no hand in matters worldly, I hardly care at all
What's going on fails to concern me, Cos I'm locked behind my wall
But you know what drives me out
Out of my mind

It's whatever makes you see, makes you believe
And forget about the premonition you need to conceive
That the images they sell are illusion & dream
In other words dishonesty

If I speak Ill, please, humor me
Won't rant on endlessly
Just thought I'd try to make you see

It doesn't solve a thing to dress it in a pretty gown
A stone will not need you to guess if
You're still going to drown
So you know what drives me out
Out of my mind

It's whatever makes you see, makes you believe
And forget about the premonition you need to conceive
That the images they sell are illusion & dream
In other words dishonesty

So can you name your demon?
Understand its scheming
I raise my glass and say "here's to you"
Can you chase your demon?
Or will it take your freedom?
I raise my class and say "here's to you"

I've got no hand...

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Annalist, Physician, & Historian
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The Free Company of Arnor
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Durian: Dúnedain Ranger of the North: Rhudaurian Lineage
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Annalist, Physician, & Historian
of The Black Company of the Dúnedain,
The Free Company of Arnor
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Durian: Dúnedain Ranger of the North: Rhudaurian Lineage
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Western Skies

The Nashville friends think I'm strange to make my home out on the range

Think it's nothin' but a God forsaken land
Why don't you bring your guitar and family, move on down to Tennessee
Well, I just smile because they don't understand
But if they ever saw a sunrise on a mountain mornin'
Watched those cotton candy clouds roll by
They'd know why I live beneath these western skies

I got peace of mind and elbow room I love the smell of sage in bloom
Catch a rainbow on my fishin' line
We got county fairs and rodeos, ain't a better place for my kids to grow

Just turn 'em loose in the western summer time
And if you ever held your woman on a summer's evening
While the prairie moon was blazin' in her eyes
You'd know why I live beneath these western skies

You ain't lived until you've watched those northern lights
Set around the campfire and hear the coyotes call at night
Makes you feel alright

So guess I'll stay right where I'm at, wear my boots and my cowboy hat
But I'll come and see ya once in a while
I'll bring my guitar and sing my songs, sorry if I don't stay too long
I love Tennessee but ya know it's just not my style
I gotta be where I can see those rocky mountains
Ride my horse and watch an eagle fly
I gotta live my life and write my songs beneath these western skies

When I die you can bury me beneath these western skies

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Hanasian
Annalist, Physician, & Historian
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The Free Company of Arnor
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Durian: Dúnedain Ranger of the North: Rhudaurian Lineage
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The Sun is sinking in the West,
The cattle go down to the stream.
The redwing settles in her nest,
It's time for this cowboy to dream....

Purple lights, in the canyons,
That's where I want to be.
With my three good companions,
Just my rifle, my pony, and me.






Ah... sweet solitude in nature with a good horse and a trusty gun... sounds so peaceful.

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