I luv u guys so much. Like, u dont even know. I really really do. It means teh world to me, the kind of stuff u do 4 me. thank u so so much. seriously, u have no idea how much it means to me.....

& thanks, i found the avvie & luvd it, so yea. lol :]

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Lol. Trust me, Pip- I do. You and Jax mean a lot to me.

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Sounds like a nice time Arwen. I fianlly got to get a day and sit around and do pretty much nothing Saturday and yesterday as well. It felt so nice! lol


Well, either way pip I am just glad to be here and be able to help out.

You guys mean a lot to me as well and have helped me in ways you will probably never know because I don't even know how to explain it... lol But I'm just glad it's all worked ou this way.

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I'm glad it worked out that way, 2. I luv u guys so much! *hugs like crazy* u dont even know.....so thank u. so much I luv u guys!

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It really is amazing how one website can change your life so much. You guys are awesome!!

Nothing new. Just working a lot. Have either of you heard of or read Life of Pi?? It's really good- I would highly recommend it.

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Yeah, it is amazing. lol I never would have thought that joining the sight would turn out this way and all.

Nope never heard of that book. But you know me and books.. we don't associate much unless I'm writting. lol

Not much new here either, just guitar lessons today that hopefully we will get to go to even though it's has snowed here recently.

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nope, nvr heard of it....sry....

Happy Valentine's Day!

we have a snow day 2day which is funny.....i'm kinda glad though.....i dont think i could face u-know-who & his girlfriend....-sigh- lol

other than that, nm here......

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Lol. Well, like I said, I'd highly recommend it. Maybe not so much for you Jax, since books and you seem to not get along so well (unless you're PUBLISHING one ). But Pip- I think you'd really enjoy it.

That's cool that you had a snow day, Pip. It snowed here too, but we just got a late start. I know what you mean- sometimes Valentine's Day is just a Single Awareness Day, such as in your sitution. But Happy Valentine's Day none the less.

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Yeah... it's still snowing here, and blowing a lot and about 5 degrees or less..... *glares* I despise cold weather especially with snow and wind... *sighs* such is life.

Not much going here either. Didn't get to go to Guitar lessons though. And yes, happy Valentines day a little late. (even though I never do anything for it....lol)

I can only imagin what it must be like pip but I know it can't be fun. I sure hope things get better for you soon!

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thanks guys....-sigh- i luv him & then hate him....but it doesnt matter.....he doesnt like me.....i guess i havent updated u guys b/c i havent rlly wanted 2 talk about it......basically he said he liked me, but he was forced 2 get over me b/c when he asked me if i liked him i said no.....(of course, i cant express my true feelings.....damnit....ugh.....sry.....)

so that's where i stand rite now....heartbroken, & , of course, i still like him.......

ok, i'm going 2 stop ranting & pouring out my soul & being pathetic now....lol bye....

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*sighs* Love seems so complicated... I'm almost glad I have never had anything to do with it... lol

But don't worry about telling us these things pip I don't mind, and it's not pathetic. It's good to be able to talk to people about these things.

Also another way you might look on the bright side is... If he isn't the one God wants you to be with... That just means that the person God DOES want you o be with is going to be even better than him. I know sounds kinda pathetic... *shrugs* Hope things get better and still praying.

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I'm sorry, Pip. Don't worry, things will straighten out. But love is complicated and confusing... I just hope it gets better soon. And I agree with what Jax said on the matter- I'm definately a believer in true love. And definately- talk to us whenever you need to. That's what we're here for.

Sorry- I'll talk more later, but I have to go.

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Thanks so much you guys. that means so much to me. *hugs* things are starting 2 get better though......i went kelli's b-day party last nite (her b-day's jan 7th, but she just now had it....lol) & we stayed up til 4 or 5 in the morning & then we had 2 lave @ 8:30.....lol i came home, went to bed, & just got up like 2 hours ago....lol anyways, it got my mind off of it & i realized that you guys & everyone else is right.....i still like him....but i dont love him.....i thought i did, but i dont.....& eventually, i'll get over him, & i wont care....yha, it still hurts 2 see him & his girlfriend in the hallway.....& it hurts when we talk on aim & he says something & then says "oops, sry, wrong im...." but.....all in alll.....it's all gonna be ok. the 1 for me is out there somewhere......i still wish i could hurry up & meet him though.....lol so thanks again so much you guys. I really appreciate it.

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Of course, Pip. Don't worry- I had a similar....issue... a while back. Things get better, and you stop thinking about it. Even when you run into him in the hallway. Just remember to stay friends with him and hang out with him sometimes, but just casually, and it will help to heal things over faster.

I know what you mean though. Sometimes when I just feel really lonely, I wish I had met "the one". I know I'm still really young and everything, but... sometimes you just feel like you need someone, you know??? Someone you can always count on, someone who is just like you than you can lean on to smile or to cry. Someone to tell you you're going to make it, and that everything will be ok. I admit that I am a romantic at heart, and I want to be able to encounter true love. But I think all of us, in some degree, want that more than anything.

Sorry, I'm totally ranting. I'll stop now.

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omg ur so not ranting! I feel the EXACT same way. like word for word! Not even kidding! I'm a hopeless romantic, i always say....lol I just want someone who "gets it," u know? Someone who understands me....somone who loves everything about me. Even the things i hate about myself. I want someone who will let me borrow their jacket when i'm cold, and hold my hand when I cross the street. Someone who will put their arms around me and hold me close & let me cry if i need it. Someone who will tell me I'm beautiful when I'm having the worst hair day of my life, not wearing any make-up, and I'm wearing sweat pants and a T-shirt. I just want someone who will be genuine & kind & nice & caring & sweet & perfect......I just want someone who will love me. sometimes i cant help but think, is that so much to ask? But you're right.....he's out there somewhere.....that always comforts me; to think that he's out there somewhere.....to think that he might even be thinking about me right now, even though he doesn't know me.....-sigh- like i said, hopeless romantic. Ok, i'm done rambling now. lol But i can relate to everything u said arwen. i totally agree.

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Yes- word for word, that's exactly it!! Wow, we're just so alike. I know EXACTLY how you feel. Yes, maybe we are romantics, but that really is how I feel. Exactly. It's good to know that there's someone who thinks and feels exactly like I do.

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