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It doesn't matter what I do,
It always hates me.
I fall for things that are not true,
This thing, it baits me.
I can't tell anyone because no one understands.
A simple source of life once whole now left in strands.
I'm all alone inside, dying to be free.
I'm on my own inside, dying... For someone to comfort me.
It doesn't matter what I tell you,
You won't know what I mean.
Though my cryptic words a true,
They have a hidden meaning.
I can't tell anyone because it hurts to bad.
But holding it all inside only makes me sad.
I pull away from you, because I know one day you'll go,
Far away some day, to a land I do not know.
It doesn't matter who I tell you,
You won't get what I am saying.
A hidden meaning weaving through,
That shows for what I am praying.
But I can't tell anyone, I'm to afraid of what you'll do.
Because in life more than often, other's stab your heart clear through.
So I'm all alone inside, dying for a friend.
But I pull away from you, time and time again.
Why can't this pain ever end?
Why can't my life die away?
Why do I bother to expend,
My energy each day?
Why can't I give in to this thought?
I know you'll hurt me if I do.
But one thing I have been taught,
Other's only hurt you.
Don't trust, don't talk,
You'll let them know you then.
Don't belive or receive,
Friendship ever again.
It will only hurt and crush you,
Bring you to a bitter end.
That's what other people do,
Time and time again.
Why can't this all be over?
Why can't life die away?
Why can't this all be over?
Why can't I die today?
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Pretty, but sad. *huggles Jax*