But I'm not Christian, I don't have any religion like that to fall back on.

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I'm not saying that you have to be Christian. Just call out to God, and he will answer.

I am not pushing you into any religion. That is your choice. I just want to tell you that it works. My friend stopped cutting from it. Divorced marriages have come back together from it. People have been raised from the dead because of it. I am not pressing a religion. I am simply stating fact.

You don't have to even say Jesus. Just have a want in your heart for change, and call out to the God who made the heavens and the earth. It works.

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^^I agree I am a Christian......and it does work...

but does it always work for cutting?? because I have tried to call upon him but for some reason I always end up doing it again......

is there any help for me??

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Not! First of all, no he won't, secondly, I longer believe in God. I never got answers when I needed them most so there for he does not exist. It's just a bunch of made mumbo jumbo to me.

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I really don't want to be specitcal or relgious.. but was it that he didn't give you answers or that you didn't hear them? God isn't always going to speak through a burning bush....

Titania, I have to say that I have never cut before. Although, with addictions, get help. I will PM you the rest.

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I do not know and honestly, I really don't care. I have many reasons to stop believing.
Seriously, I've tried to be a good person in life but I was never rewarded for it. Either people have taken advantage of it or punished me for it. If that is how good deeds are rewarded, that I do not want to be a good person.

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That just goes right back to purpose. I can tell you point-blankly the reason you are here, but you won't believe it.

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Most likely not. I've been probably told about 4 different reasons in life. To be honest, I do not even want to be here.

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God will answer in his own ways, even if it's not the way you want him to. He won't ignore you, he has his reasons. But he is always there and will anser you.

The only thing--well 2-- is that i am overweight and can't shake the food addiction and not knowing what i want to do with my life. I'm the kind of person who wants to know what i am going to do and it drives me crazy that i don't.

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And you believe that the next life is going to be better than this one?

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what type of food are you addicted to? like... meat, veggies...
or just eating in general? cause if that's the case, start out with eating a lot of fruit if you get the crazy urge to eat something. some gruit you like... but...well what food are you addicted to once more?

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Amoniel, I can understand how frustrating it is not to know what you want to do with your life. I am at the same place. I have to say focus your stress on something else. Remove your addiction if you have to.

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Nope.

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So.. you want to end your misery to go into even worse misery? Why don't you change your life here?

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I am addicted to carbs. I could eat toast all day if i wanted to. And just eating in general. I don't like to feel hungry, so I just keep eating in hopes of not. I am not hugely overweight, but I am definately not skinny. I am trying really hard, by eating lots of fruit and less of carbs and stuff. I think i have been dieting for... 6 years now, and I have had lots of success but recently, I found myself gaining it back. I am trying. But it's just depressing, because i have never been really skinny in my life. I jst want to feel like that girl. The Skinny girl.

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Amoniel, how about you excercise more.. just to balance off?

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