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Post subject: Posted: November 8th, 2008, 5:18 pm |
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Fireflight wrote: "Forever"
Sometimes I feel so cold Like I'm waiting around all by myself Loneliness gets so old I'm in the lost and found sitting on the shelf Been stuck for way too long But I hear Your voice You're who I'm counting on
Oh, tell me You're here That You will watch over me forever Oh, take hold of my heart Show me You'll love me forever
I know that You can tell When I start to let my hope fade away I need to catch myself Open my ears to hear You calling my name Been fighting way too long But I hear Your voice You had me all along
When I'm starting to drown You jump in to save me When my world's upside down Your hands, they shake me and wake me
listen here
even with all of this boy-related..stuff.., schoolwork, friends in psychiatric hospitals, and my family driving me crazy, sometimes i just listen to this over and over and over and over and..something inside me breaks down.
_________________ V.T.W. 1/11/61-11/30/10
 i didn't make this, but i can tell you who did.
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Post subject: Posted: November 8th, 2008, 7:01 pm |
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Rain - Breaking Benjamin wrote: Take a photograph, It'll be the last, Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here.
I don't have a past, I just have a chance, Not a family or honest plea remains to say,
Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun.
Is it you I want, Or just the notion Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around?
Safe to say from here, You're getting closer now, We are never sad, because we are not allowed to be.
Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun.
This pretty much sums up my life. I can't wait to get out of here.
_________________ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!
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Post subject: Posted: November 8th, 2008, 11:23 pm |
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<i>"Best of You"</i> - Foo Fighters
I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
***
^Story of my life.
I think I want a tattoo that says "I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose," just to remind myself more often that I don't HAVE to let people take advantage of me.
_________________ <center>
"The piano is able to communicate the subtlest universal truths by means of wood, metal and vibrating air."

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Post subject: Posted: November 8th, 2008, 11:48 pm |
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"Reconstruction Site" - The Weakerthans
I'm lost. I'm afraid. A frayed rope tying down a leaky boat to the roof of a car on the road in the dark, and it's snowing. If I'm more, then it means less. Last call for happiness. I'm your dress near the back of your knees and your slip is showing. I'm afloat. A float in a summer parade, up the street in the town that you were born in. With a girl at the top wearing tulle, and a Miss Somewhere sash, waving like the queen. Beauty's just another word I'm never certain how to spell. Go tell the nurse to turn the TV back on, and throw away my misery. It never meant that much to me. It never sent a Get Well card. I broke like a bad joke somebody's uncle told at a wedding reception in 1972, where a little boy under a table with cake in his hair stared at the grown-up feet as they danced and swayed. And his father laughed and talked on the long ride home. And his mother laughed and talked on the long ride home. And he thought about how everyone dies someday, and when tomorrow gets here where will yesterday be. And fell asleep in his brand-new winter coat. Buy me a shiny new machine that runs on lies and gasoline, and all those batteries we stole from smoke-alarms, and disassembles my despair. It never took me anywhere. It never once bought me a drink.
This is really my favorite song. The lyrics are so perfect.
"Throw away my misery. It never meant that much to me. It never sent a Get Well card" and "Buy me a shiny new machine that runs on lies and gasoline, and all those batteries we stole from smoke-alarms, and disassembles my despair. It never took me anywhere. It never once bought me a drink" are just... *Cue speechlessness*
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Post subject: Posted: November 9th, 2008, 11:41 am |
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Red wrote: "Fight Inside" by Red
Enemy, familiar friend my beginning and my end. Knowing truth, whispering lies and it hurts again. What I fear, what I try, words I say and what I hide. All the pain, I want it to end but I want it again.
And it finds me the fight inside is coursing through my veins and it's raging the fight inside is breaking me again.
Still the same pursuing pain isn't worth the lie I've gained We both know how this will end but I do it again
And it finds me the fight inside is coursing through my veins and it's raging the fight inside is hurting me again.
And it finds me, the war within me pulls me under. And without You, the fight inside is breaking me again.
It's nothing (it's everything) It's nothing (it's everything) It's nothing (it's everything) It's nothing It's everything!
And it finds me, the fight inside is coursing through my veins and it's raging the fight inside is hurting me again. And it finds me the war within me pulls me under and without You the fight inside is breaking me again... it's breaking me!
It's breaking me! I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart...
That pretty much describes how I've been for months now. Fighting inside myself, wondering what I want more: to fight and banish the pain, or to embrace it with open arms. Old habits die hard, and ghosts seem impossible to put to rest. I have a reputation for being masochistic, physically and emotionally... the longer I struggle, the more those tendencies start to resurface.
_________________ <center> -In Christ alone my hope is found, He is my light, my strength, my song-
 ^JF is awesome
There will come a time with no more tears and love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears</center>
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Post subject: Posted: November 10th, 2008, 12:05 am |
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Joined: 13 December 2005 Posts: 10261 Location: Staring hard into the past
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Break a Leg - The Spill Canvas wrote: Where did you come from, where have you been? I don't know that much about you, but I don't think that I would like to anymore
The curtains rising just like the ante Here we go now, break a leg No, I literally mean it this time around I'm sick of you leading me on I'm sick of you stringing me along, on
I do hereby swear a bounty on your heart I hereby swear...
Every poison kiss that you blew I deflected with an icy cold stare that I learned from you What's a girl to do?
I wish I could just send this song to the jerk.
_________________ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!
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Post subject: Posted: November 12th, 2008, 6:37 pm |
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I'm in a sad & depressed mood as you can tell. =(
You'll be in my heart by Phil Collens
Come stop your cryin'
and we'll be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight.
I will protect from all around you,
I will be here dont you cry.
For one so small, you seem so strong.
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm,
This bond between us cant be broken,
I will be here dont you cry
CHORUS:
'Cos you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.
You'll be in my heart,
No matter what they say,
You'll be here in my heart,
Always.
Why can't they understand the way we feel,
They just don't trust what they cant explain.
How know your different
Deep inside us, where not that different at all.
CHORUS:
And you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.
Don't listen to them, 'cos what do they know.(what do they know)
We need each other, to have to hold.
They'll see in time, I know.
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
(you godda be strong)
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on.
They'll see in time, I know.
That your there together 'cos
You'll be in my heart,
Believe me,
You'll be in my heart.
I'll be there from this day on,
now and forever more.
Ooh you'll be in my heart
(you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say
(I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart
(I'll be there)
Always
Always
I'll be with you,
I'll be there for you always
Always and always.
Just look over your shoulder x3
I'll be there always.
_________________
~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~
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Post subject: Posted: November 15th, 2008, 5:53 pm |
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RENT "Finale wrote: MARK There is no future There is no past
ROGER Thank God this Moment's not the last
MIMI & ROGER There's only us There's only this Forget regret or Life is yours to miss
ALL No other road no other way No day but today
WOMEN I can't control My destiny I trust my soul My only goal
MEN Will I lose my dignity Will someone care Will I wake tomorrow From this nightmare
WOMEN Is just to be Without You The hand gropes The ear hears The pulse beats Life goes on But I'm gone
MEN There's only now There's only here Give in to love Or live in fear No other path No other way
WOMEN 'Cause I die Without you I die without you I die without you I die without you I die without you I die without you
MEN No day but today No day but today No day but today No day but today No day but today No day but today
ALL NO DAY BUT TODAY!!
combines my two favorite songs from this film (musical) and the harmonizing gives me chills. it's a good reminder sometimes to not focus so much on stuff that's already happened or has yet to happen...
_________________ V.T.W. 1/11/61-11/30/10
 i didn't make this, but i can tell you who did.
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Post subject: Posted: November 17th, 2008, 7:15 pm |
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Joined: 20 August 2006 Posts: 1426 Location: United States
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Today is a Really depressing day,
Nickleback - "If everyone Cared"
Quote: From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing Amen
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day when nobody died
_________________
~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~
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Post subject: Posted: November 17th, 2008, 8:23 pm |
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I'm in a really sour mood right now, so I feel more like listening to something angry right now.
Be Free - Papa Roach wrote: I wanna be free from this ball and chain and Be free from this life of pain and Be free from this ball and chain I wanna be free from you
Now I'm full of anger and shame I can't point a finger cause there's no one to blame So I say I'll never do it again But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend I'm thinking I am starting to see I have become everything I never wanted to be I'm really getting sick of myself Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else
Sick and tired of being sick and tired So sick and tired of being sick and tired
_________________ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!
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Post subject: Posted: November 17th, 2008, 9:19 pm |
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I feel happy, and this song makes me especially happy! Cause what girl doesn't want a happily ever after?
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood
Quote: Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do In our secretest heart, it's our favorite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away
Start a new fashion wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart Ever ever after The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after Everever ever after
(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after
_________________ Heavens no. Hell Yeah. Set 1: Nurr | Set 2: Me
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Post subject: Posted: November 18th, 2008, 3:27 pm |
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I've been on a Leonard Cohen kick lately. =3
Leonard wrote: Suzanne
Suzanne takes you down to her place near the river You can hear the boats go by You can spend the night beside her And you know that she's half crazy But that's why you want to be there And she feeds you tea and oranges That come all the way from China And just when you mean to tell her That you have no love to give her Then she gets you on her wavelength And she lets the river answer That you've always been her lover And you want to travel with her And you want to travel blind And you know that she will trust you For you've touched her perfect body with your mind.
And Jesus was a sailor When he walked upon the water And he spent a long time watching From his lonely wooden tower And when he knew for certain Only drowning men could see him He said "All men will be sailors then Until the sea shall free them" But he himself was broken Long before the sky would open Forsaken, almost human He sank beneath your wisdom like a stone And you want to travel with him And you want to travel blind And you think maybe you'll trust him For he's touched your perfect body with his mind.
Now Suzanne takes your hand And she leads you to the river She is wearing rags and feathers From Salvation Army counters And the sun pours down like honey On our lady of the harbour And she shows you where to look Among the garbage and the flowers There are heroes in the seaweed There are children in the morning They are leaning out for love And they will lean that way forever While Suzanne holds the mirror And you want to travel with her And you want to travel blind And you know that you can trust her For she's touched your perfect body with her mind.
_________________ <center>[font=Times New Roman]<img src="http://tinyurl.com/63ongu"><br><br>From sorrow & pain I find my strength ... the more pain I feel, the more I see /// July the 4th 2008, first day of my life...<br><br>I met Eru on September 5th 2006 ♥ (and April 15th 2008!)<br><br>Censorship Causes Blindness</center>[/font]
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Post subject: Posted: November 19th, 2008, 8:51 pm |
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I'll be there for you- "Friends" theme songSo no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your lovelife's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
But I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)
You're still in bed at ten, and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees
That I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)
No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows, what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)
_________________
~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~
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Post subject: Posted: November 19th, 2008, 11:14 pm |
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"Moving On" - Joe Purdy
No more paintings, no more sunshine
No more lazy days, no more next time
No more fighting, no more love
It'll all be long gone, when you wake up
And I best be movin' on
No more single beds, no more sleepyhead
No more bloody nose, no more twinkle toes
No more blue skies, no more lying eyes
No more bug bites, no more crazy nights
And I best be movin' on
Well I can't tell, I lost my way
But I know that I can't stay
So no more children, running through the fields
No more heartaches, left to be revealed
I'm growing kind of weary, of all this running around
It's time for a little change, I'll put my feet on the ground
And I best be movin' on
And I best be movin' on
*********
I really don't feel like explaining this one. =/
_________________ <center>
"The piano is able to communicate the subtlest universal truths by means of wood, metal and vibrating air."

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Post subject: Posted: November 26th, 2008, 12:39 am |
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Trading Yesterday wrote: "Shattered"
Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding Fall into Your sunlight. The future's open wide beyond believing To know why hope dies And losing what was found, a world so hollow Suspended in a compromise But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers Is forgetting all of the questions we call home Passing the graves of the unknown
As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading Illusions of the sunlight A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting With love gone for so long
And this day's ending Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know Knowing that faith is all I hold
And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love. Love without, Love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning. Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run I will not be silent. All this time spent in vain wasted years, wasted gain All is lost but hope remains And this war's not over There's a light, there's a sun taking all these shattered ones To the place we belong And His love will conquer all. . .
Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding Fall into Your sunlight. . .
This song is sung in the broken state somewhere between letting go and holding on. It's so gentle, and so piercing at the same time. It talks about going on, holding onto beauty and hope, even though all that's behind you is darkness and it seems like everything in front of you is darker still. Even with a heart that's shattered into a thousand pieces from the dreams that have turned out as nothing but emptiness, we can look to the sky and scream aloud our belief in hope and in love and in something better than this.
_________________ <center> -In Christ alone my hope is found, He is my light, my strength, my song-
 ^JF is awesome
There will come a time with no more tears and love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears</center>
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Post subject: Posted: December 1st, 2008, 8:06 pm |
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Joined: 20 August 2006 Posts: 1426 Location: United States
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Hero- Enrique Inglesieus
Let me be your hero
Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
I'm very sad.
_________________
~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~
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