i know what it's really talking about, but taking it out of context and all..the two bolded parts are my problems. the rest is what i'm asking for...sigh...

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V.T.W. 1/11/61-11/30/10

i didn't make this, but i can tell you who did.

I'm in a sad & depressed mood as you can tell. =( I really need a friend

You'll be in my heart by Phil Collens

Come stop your cryin'
and we'll be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight.
I will protect from all around you,
I will be here dont you cry.
For one so small, you seem so strong.
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm,
This bond between us cant be broken,
I will be here dont you cry

CHORUS:
'Cos you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.

You'll be in my heart,
No matter what they say,
You'll be here in my heart,
Always.

Why can't they understand the way we feel,
They just don't trust what they cant explain.
How know your different
Deep inside us, where not that different at all.

CHORUS:
And you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.

Don't listen to them, 'cos what do they know.(what do they know)
We need each other, to have to hold.
They'll see in time, I know.

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
(you godda be strong)
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on.
They'll see in time, I know.

That your there together 'cos

You'll be in my heart,
Believe me,
You'll be in my heart.
I'll be there from this day on,
now and forever more.
Ooh you'll be in my heart
(you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say
(I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart
(I'll be there)
Always

Always
I'll be with you,
I'll be there for you always
Always and always.
Just look over your shoulder x3
I'll be there always.

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~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~

Media Vita:

beautiful chant!

Media Vita in morte sumus
Quem quaeimus ad iutorem nihi site domine
Qui pro peccatis norstis

Sancte Deus, sancte fortis
Sancte (misericor) salvator
Amare morti ne tradas eos

In te speraverunt patres norstris
Speraverunt et liberasti eos

Media vita in morte sumus

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~*~Mrs. Darcy~*~


Thanks to Arwen for the beautiful Darcy banner & Pandora for the amazing Jasper/Alice one!!
~*~Team Jasper~*~

Heres mine:

Someone's watching over me - Hilary Duff (Don't care 4 her,but love the song.)

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

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~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~

I ADORE this song. Its so cute. ^^

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Ammy is my sig supplier.
The Poetry Project.
Inwe's Facebook

This is how I feel right now:

Numb by Linkin Park -
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

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~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~

I'm just having a chill, introspective day. So, I thought this song summed it up nicely. Except for, you know, it's winter and snowing outside.

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Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!

Because right now, I feel like this is one mad world.

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The Poetry Project.
Inwe's Facebook

"You Raise me up" - Celtic Women

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

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~A-E twin/father of Vampire Anakin~

I'm feeling really P.O'ed right now, and this song absolutely fits.

I love this song because it makes me really happy and never ceases to give me a little courage even though I don't have a guy like in the song. It is just a great song to listen to.

"Fearless" - Taylor Swift

There’s something about the way
The street looks when it’s just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement
You walk me to the car
And you know I want to ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We’re driving down the road
I wonder if you know
I’m trying so hard not to get caught up now
But you’re just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absentmindedly makin’ me want you

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst
Fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow till we run out of road
In this one‐horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now
Capture it, remember it

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst
Fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I’m not usually this way but
You pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It’s a first kiss, it’s flawless, really something
It’s fearless

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst
Fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst
Fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

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Heavens no. Hell Yeah.


Set 1: Nurr | Set 2: Me

Aramel....thanks...now I'm going to have that song stuck in my head all night. I just sang all of it all the way through ( all parts) to myself. Good choices though.


A Penny Loafer Saved Is A Penny Loafer Earned- Relient K

"Well Brian and me well,
We both agree that,
That penny loafers are absurd,
'Cause I dont know why on earth,
You would take yout two cents worth,
And stick them in your girly shoes,
And Dave replied well after all,
Why not at least use quarters,
So then you can make a phone call,

Its finally time, time for our victory lap,
Assemble the B, just one left turn,
The matchbox tires spin out on the welcome mat,
And the firemen are tired men,
who cant put out the rug burn,"


I have just recieved this album but I have just listened to this for the first time today, and I found these lyrics hilarious. And basically they mad my day....

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"Holmes is a little too scientific for my tastes -- it approaches to cold-bloodedness"

^Yes, brilliant song. I <3 Relient K.



These lyrics really fit the way things have been since I started college. Especially regarding the pressure my family has put on me. Just the concept of losing yourself because you're trying so hard to be what others ask of you... confusing who you are with who they say you're supposed to be, and the constant guilt and pain that comes with that until you're just tired, and numb.

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<center>-In Christ alone my hope is found, He is my light, my strength, my song-

^JF is awesome

There will come a time with no more tears
and love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears</center>

^:hug:

even though linkin park is awesome, i totally understand..



for me, the very first "you" is a boy that, simply, i'm trying to get over but still have feelings that run deep and i still have dreams (3 out of the past 4 nights) of him. the other "you"s are...well..God.
such a good song. plus, the beginning strings gives me chills every time. wish i had the music for it...

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V.T.W. 1/11/61-11/30/10

i didn't make this, but i can tell you who did.

Gotta be somebody - Nickelback


This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

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Daughter of Erin Lunaire.

This pretty much sums up this guy I know. Who is completely oblivious to the fact that I'm totally crazy about him. So...you know. That's how it goes.

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Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!