I don't have a goal to play big either - it's just interesting to try, follow the matches, and place small bets. This is conveniently implemented on
https://www.twitch.tv/wildzesports: you can play with small amounts, no one is pushing you to take risks. Everything is calm, without pressure. You feel like everything is under control, and you don't have to worry if you're not ready to spend a lot. Great for just having fun with the process.