lol. ya, it's tough. But the thing is, my comfort always ends up being that one thing..God. Just knowing that he is there. That's my comfort. But i really like the poem, because it is hard to not have anyone there you can actually see. Glad to know there are ppl out there who feel that way too...

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^ Yep, I'm definately another one of those people.

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lol yeah agree with it! I have lived my whole life and had only 1 true friend. And he was only around for about 1-2 years. Other than that I have had just my family since we are so far out iin the country and homeschooled we don't see much people. So it's hard when you have no one you can talk to and no one to do stuff with.... But I always turn back to God and He is ALWAYS there for me!

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Amen! I've always had friends, but i really only have 1 good friend. I've known her 4ever. Then again, i tend 2 have issues w. trusting ppl...hehe

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Yeah... I know what you mean there. I have trouble trusting people as well. Even my family I always come up with all the worst scenerios so I don't want to tel them stuff..... But I know I can always talk to God. However sometimes it gets hard not having another person I can talk to...

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I know wut you mean...It's tough because u know God's there & he always will be, but it gets hard because you can't see him face to face & you can't get a direct response. Glad 2 know i'm not the only 1 that feels that way!
& trusting people is hard because u never know...it's not so much that they might tell, it's just that..., well, i don't really know what it is. I know I can trust some people, like my sister, for example, but when it comes to secrets & things....i don't know, it's just hard to open up. You know wut I mean?

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YES! lol very much so! I totaly agree with that. There are tons of times I know it would be ok to tell somone something and they would not tel anyone else... but I just ......don't for some reason. I am not sure why I just don't feel like I can. *shrugs* not sure why. By the way if you ever need prayer just PM me I would be happy to pray for you.

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Oh my gosh, I have huge problems trusting people. I just cannot ever let anyone else in or let anyone get to close to me like that. I don't know why, but I just have a hard time telling anyone anything that really means something. Like both of you have said, I don't really know why... I just feel like I... shouldn't. Like I just sort of put up this wall around myself. And yes, there is definately always God... but sometimes I want someone that I can see and someone that can talk back to me, just like you have in one of your wonderful poems, Jax. I'm just happy there are more people out there like that.

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Yeah, know what you mean. I can even act perfectly normal around people but still don't feel comefortable telling them secrets and stuff. It's like I live a life that no one knows about... And thanks for the compliment I am glad you liked it.

Also feel free to let me know if you have any prayer requests also I would be happy to pray for you. (or anyone else who might need prayer)

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OH, I know wut u mean! Like there's 2 sides 2 u: 1 that every1 sees & knows about, & 1 that know 1 has ever seen, & never will. Now here's the weird part: i have no prob. telling u guys all this stuff. i guess it's b/c we don't really know eachother. But 4 sum reason, it's also a lot easier 4 me 2 tell ppl stuff when I write it, than telling them directly. do u guys feel that way 2, or is it just me?
& thanks so much about the prayer thing. & ya, I do have a prayer, actually. My friend's Grandma just got put in the hospital about 2 or 3 days ago & they don't know wuts wrong w/ her. She hasn't been 2 school the past few days either. (she found out in the middle of class, & started crying & everything. it was pretty bad.) so if u guys could pray 4, i'd a ppreciate it. (& i bet she would, 2.) & about wut Jax said...ditto. if u guys want me 2 prayer 4 anything, just tell me, & i will.
Glad to know there are ppl on here who are just like I am!!
Hey, so wut do u think about this? wut if we make a prayer thread? (if there isn't 1 already.) where ppl could go & ask ppl 2 pray 4 them & stuff & then tell the outcum if like sumthing good happens or sumthing. wut do u think?
OK, sorry this ended ^ being so long! ttyl

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Egsactily! That's just how it is for me!! Even with the parts about it being easyer to tell people here about it and easyer when I write it. I don't know why...

I will be sure to pray for you friend and her grandmother.


Right now I have an unspoken prayer request that I would be greatfull for your prayers.


I think that would be a good idea to start a prayer thread. But I don't know if there is one... or if it would be alowed we would have to find out. But I do think it would be a good idea.

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I'll be keeping both of you in my prayers. And I think that a prayer thread is a great idea!

I definatly agree to the two-sides thing. There is a whole nother part of me that I doubt anyone will see clearly, besides you guys. I don't know why I feel so comfortable with you both, but it's wonderful to be able to talk about things like this with someone. I couldn't really talk to any of my friends about any of this, they just aren't very good at conversations like this. Hannon le to both of you!!

PS- Jax, I love your new banner on the bottom!! I just saw Episode 3 again last night, I love that movie!!

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i'll definately keep u in my prayers, Jax.

I think there's just something about writing...I don't know wut it is, but it's just SO much easier. I don't why. It's really weird that i just totally open up & tell u guys all this. (no offense ) considering i don't even know u! hehe....but then i've known some of my friends for like 6-7 yrs., i couldn't even BEGIN to tell them this stuff.

Who would i ask 2 see if we could do a prayer thread?

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Thanks both of you! Appriciate it a lot! I will be sure to remember any prayer requests you tell me about. And feel free to PM me with any at any time also!


Yeah... writing does seem easyer. And not knowing the people personaly seems to make a HUGE difference with me but I have no idea why... I never talk to any one else about things like this. It's nice to once in a while. Thanks!


I would think you could just ask Arwen the web master.... or any of the moderators probably.

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Okey-dokey!!!

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Let me know the results!

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