Aaah, fears.
I'm scared of death. To my heart's core, it's one of the scariest things I can think of. That any moment now, any one of us could be shot, or any one of us could have a bomb explode right under our houses. That's why everyday I have to give thanks for even bieng alive.

What Caunion said about a world without talents is interesting. I can't imagine what it would be like either..it would be terrible, absolutely terrible.

I also adimt, that I ahve a tremendous amount of pride, and I dread embarassment, I like it when people praise me, and I'm awful for that, absolutely awful. I guess in relating to fear, one of my fears in embarassment, bieng ridiculed by others....
but that, is to my own expense, gah, i really just noticed you guys, I'm a very proud person I feel so bad...

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^ By me and my SS *squiggle hugs*

Spiders. *shudders* Holy jackalopes. They freak the living daylights out of me.


I'm not afraid of death. Just the pain that could be involved in that. I fear pain. For instance, being shot, as Mrs. G suggested. Being shot in the stomach is a slow and painful death... ew.

It's HIGHLY unlikely that that would happen. I mean, we see it in movies all the time, but it just doesn't happen to normal people like that! I don't know, I'm just still afraid of major pain.

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I'm not afraid of pain but im afraid of spiders..

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Spiders and bugs don't bother me that much.
I do have a fear of failing though.
And abandonment.
And speaking in front of a large group of people.

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Telpeath has no fears, Telpeath needs no fears. *Knows people know that Telpeath has fears. Telpeath runs away*

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Awww, everyone has fears.
I have to go now, I will talk to everyone later.

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Aw *huggles Telpeath*.

Because of my faith, I am not afraid of death, but as Gwen was saying, a nice quick painless one would be ideal

My biggest fear would have to be losing my family. The only real nightmares I can remember from my childhood are the ones where my Mum died. She is so dear to me, and always has been, I don't think I could survive if I lost her.

I hate spiders and bats and rats, but I'm not terribly afraid of them.

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Thanks Haldir and Gil!
"You said: I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse..."

I had the same types of dreams, where my mom died. I love her more than anyone! In my dreams, she died in such a gruesome way that I said goodnight to her everynight no matter what for about 2 months.

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I can relate! I used to wake up crying after those dreams, it was terrible. Honestly, I don't know how my family would function without her! She is our glue. Every night I would tell her I loved her, and I still do. It's a good habit to get into, I think.

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Thanks Haldir and Gil!
"You said: I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse..."

Right you are, in those dreams (which were horribly graphic) she would die of the worst sort of way. *Tears*

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Oh dear, let's talk about something happier, okay?

Like...if you could either marry the perfect person or have the perfect career/job, which would you pick?

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Thanks Haldir and Gil!
"You said: I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse..."

One time, I had a nightmare that combined two fears: my mother's death and a world without arts. It was extremely strange but I remember being sent to an orphanage after my mother died from a disease. I wanted to find a cure for it but the orphanage I went to forbade me from learning anything beyond the basic education, which was filled with religious dogma. I couldn't draw, write anything I thought of, read anything that was consider blasphemy by the orphanage (which was almost everything), or play or listen music. Everything was the same dull thing. I couldn't even believe in something else like secular humanism. I was flogged for drawing something and punished again after I wrote a short poem. It was horrible. I wanted to kill myself in that dream but couldn't since my brother would still be there. Then I woke up, shaking in fear.

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I was cured all right.

marrying the perfect person... definately...

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@Caunion: That is the worst kind of dream! I can't imagine how horrible that would have been to wake up from. I suppose it makes you want to ensure a world like that never becomes reality.

@Amoniel:I completely agree! The perfect man is worth more than any job, no doubt. It's an interesting question, though, I think.

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Thanks Haldir and Gil!
"You said: I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse..."

^definately as long as your happy with your spouse, who cares about your job!! lol ... thank you for posting that, it really got me thinking!

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