nm here either.....had chorus practice 2night....we're doing a concert (monday) w/ all 3 choirs & the orchestra & we practiced 4 the 1st time 2nite w/ eery1 & sounded awesome! So i'm excited about that.

Ok, the guy that i liked a while ago & found out that he had a girl friend & iwas sad & wrote that poem titled "Free".... remember him? Well, i was talking 2 him on aim last nite, & he's like, "yha, this girl thought u & me were going out." & i was like really? that's kinda weird....& he's like, yha, she thought we liked each other, & then....ok, i'm gonna post part of the conversation....sry 2 be rambling guys, but i cant tell ne of my friends this b/c they'll flip, & i have 2 tell SOMEBODY, or i think i'm gonna lose it.....so we were talking about this test that he missed & he wanted 2 know sum ?'s that were on it & i was trying 2 remember sum 4 him....& here's wut he says, just totally randomly....


me (4:17:25 PM): umm.....
me (4:17:36 PM): u get 2 use ur periodic table, which is good
me(4:17:40 PM): know u discovered wut....
me (4:17:43 PM): *who
me(4:17:54 PM): ummm....
him (4:18:07 PM): do u remember details
me(4:18:51 PM): i'm doing good remembering wut i'm telling u
me (4:18:52 PM): lol
me (4:18:56 PM): ur talking 2 me here, remember?
me (4:19:06 PM): i'll think of more in a minute....
him (4:19:14 PM): lol
him (4:19:26 PM): i love u even if u dont love me

he said that, just totally randomly! & now i'm like freaking out b/c idk wut 2 do & now things r kinda awkward 4 me, b/c i used to like him, but now i'm over him &.....ok, i really am rambling. I'm sry.....but if i dont tell SOMEONE, i'm seriosuly gonna explode.

*sigh* well, i'm done now. lol sry bout that. so, wuts up w/ u guys? ne thing new?

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Yep... agreed.

That's cool that your Aunt is coming to visit!! Does she visit often or does she live a ways away??

I was also just working on my next assignment for guitar. What are you working on right now, Jax?? I'm learning "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol right now. Have you guys heard it??

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nope, nvr heard it....

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lol that does sound like a very awkward situation pip.
I would have NO IDEA what to tell you that would help but I sure will pray about it. lol (afraid I have no experience in that area whatsoever)


Can't say I have heard of that one Arwen. Right now I am learning a song called "Into You" It's sung by Jeniffer Knap. Not sure it you have heard of her or not. Actually I am almost finished with the song but still working on it.

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Wow- I'm so sorry, Pip- we posted within a close amount of time and I didn't see your post above my last one. I'll also pray for you, as I also have NO experience in that area. I say just act normal and pretend nothing is different until something else happens.

Nope, I haven't heard of that one either Jax.

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thx guys. *hugs* sry do go on a rampage there....i just had 2 tell sum1....i cant tell ne of my friends, b/c they'll flip, & plus....idk, i dont think he'd want me 2, uknow? but thanks so much 4 praying....i really appreciate it. i know i can always count on u guys, & that means the world 2 me. *hugs* thx so much. u guys r the best.

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Of course!! I hope that everything turns out alright... keep us updated as its going on.

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thx. I know i'm prob boring u guys w/ talking about him....but we had a long conversation last nite.....here's part of it....

me (12:20:13 AM): my life sucks
him (12:20:39 AM): ur life only sucks because im in it
me (12:20:49 AM): that's not true
me (12:21:19 AM): u may have caused me sum pain & confusion @ times....but u've brought way more smiles 2 my face
me (12:21:28 AM): smiles, that i needed badly
me (12:21:42 AM): doesnt seem like much......but it always helped me, to see you smile
him (12:22:16 AM): how so
him (12:22:24 AM): my smiles r normally fake
me(12:25:08 AM): u give good fake smiles then
me (12:25:09 AM): lol
him(12:25:25 AM): ill start smiling more often
me(12:26:20 AM): yea
me(12:26:23 AM): smiling is good
him (12:26:34 AM): not wen its fake
me (12:26:41 AM): so dont make it fake
him (12:26:55 AM): its not wen i look at u


idk wut 2 do.....i'm so confused.....plz help... lol

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Hmmm... confusing. It sounds to me like he kind of likes you. Again- no experience in this area.

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i know he does...he told me he did....& i think i like him back...but idk....he's so....diff., when it's not just the 2 of us, u know wut i mean? he's so sweet & kind & nice & just melts my heart, when it's just the 2 of us.....but when he's w/ ohter ppl, he tends 2 ignore me & pretend like he doesnt even know me & stuff....& i keep telling myself he's not worth it....i was so over him....but then he told me he luvd me &.....idk wut 2 do. so so so sry 2 keep going on about this, but i've gotta talk 2 sum1 about this....

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No, it's good to be able to have someone that you can tell everything to. I don't blame you... it helps a lot. Again, I hope it all solves itself soon.

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Wow... I got to say I don't know what to tell you. I think I would be just as confused as you. I wish there was something else I could tell you though.

The only thing I owuld know is that maybe he acts different in public because he is shy and scared? I don't know. But it would make sense to me. Most of all I would just say pray abou it. And I will continue to do the same.

And don't worry about keeping the subject up it's good to talk about it, like Arwen said. And it helps me to remember to pray about it for you more.

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*hugs like crazy* u guys r the best, u know that? I luv u sooo much. *hugs again* thank u so much 4 the prayers....i really appreciate them....& i will continue 2 pray as well....

ok, see, yesterday, he e-mailed me this poem that he wrote, but then wouldnt tell me who it's about....i think it might be me, but idk, & i dont wanna be like, is it about me, b/c....wut if it's not? so yea, idk...

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Of course!! I love it that I have the two of you to always fall back on and rely on. You guys are awesome.

Hmm... is he any good at poety?? (Sorry.. have to know. ) I agree with Jax... I honestly don't know what to tell you. For the most part, guys are a complete mystery to me. (Sorry Jax... but it's true )

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*sigh* yes, he's very good @ it....lol It gave me chills....although, not quite as good as u, Jax. lol

& i showed him the poem i wrote about him....(i posted it in the poetry section....it's titled "Someday," just fyi...lol) But idk if i should ahve or not...so yea. & then i didnt feel good 2day, so i didnt go 2 school, & 2day was his b-day, so i missed & now I feel bad &....oh, idk. I'll let u read his poem if u want, but i dont wanna post it on here....i can pm it 2 u, but if u dont wanna read it, it's fine, i understnad....so, idk....*sigh* Just plz pray 4 me. & also, finals start 2morrow....so i could use prayers 4 that, 2.....sry so many prayer requests u guys, but things have been crazy & stressful here l8ly....thx so much 4 being patient w/ my rambling. lol u guys r the best *hugs* Well, i guess i'll ttyl.

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Oh- you posted a new poem?? *goes to see*

I hope you feel better!! So many people I know are sick...

Yes, I'd be interested in reading it... PM it to me, if that's alright with you.

Urgh... icky finals... I'll definately continue to keep you in my prayers.

I hope everything starts looking up for you again soon!!

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