so, missing 3 days of school gave me a TON of hw. (of whcih i'm still not done w/, & am supossed 2 being doing rite now...lol) so sry i havent been on in 4ever! yes, i had an AMAZING time in disney world! it was very crowded, especially on saturday....i know wut u mean about not liking crowds....sumtimes i dont....but, idk....at disney world....it just kinda made it....u know? all those ppl....it was very...magical.....sounds stupid, like a commercial, but it rlly was.....lol & arwen, i've nvr heard of churros, so i guess no, i didnt have any. lol but i did have my 1st funnel cake, which was AMAZING!!! lol & that's funny that u thought of me arwen!! *hugs* i feel luvd! lol :] & yes, they did add captain jack 2 the ride & everything, which was pretty cool....

glad ur b-day went good, Jax! once again, sry i missed it....:[ it was REALLY warm in florida....like 80 degrees!! it was amazing! i wore a tank top & shorts for 3 whole days! iwas like omg!! & then i got back & it was like 70 here & i was all excited....& now 2day it's like 30. ugh. lol it sucks....but @ least we got sum warmth 4 a little while....lol

that's rlly cool about the cd thing, jax! i want it, as well, if u end up selling it or anything....

& yes, everything does seem very quiet after a crazy trip like that....lol well, obviously i cant show u any pics of me there.....(i took 245 pics while i was there! lol) but i will show u a couple scenery! (& then i'll stop rambling about it, i promise! *blush* lol sry!)

rlly rlly pretty pic of Cinderella's castle


Mickey's hat, at MGM stuidos!! :]


EPCOT!!!


rlly pretty lake in the middle of Epcot....


ok, so this guy was flying an airplane around & was writing things w/ the aghaust....it said trust Jesus, but by the time he'd written Jesus, trust had faded....so I just got Jesus....but it's still pretty cool....


AHHH!!! MY 1ST FUNNEL CAKE!!! LOL


rlly pretty view on the farry back from magic kingdom


Ok, i'm done rambling now, I promise! lol i'll talk 2 u guys l8r!! bye!!

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Wow- those are awesome pictures!!! They're all so cool!! I especially like the one of Cinderella's castle.

Lol- well, if you ever get a chance, try a churro. Funnel cake is also incredible though, I had my first funnel cake last summer.

Again, I'm so glad you had such an amazing time. It sounds awesome. Good luck catching up though- that can be tough sometimes.

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Great pictures. Looks like a huge place!

Funnell cake is really good, I agree. I have had it once or twice ..(at least once last year lol)

Well, not much here really. I guess that's about it... boring i know. lol *shrugs* And yes, good luck catching up on your school pip.

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thanks. yes, the one of cinderella's castle is my fav as well it's funny, b/c i just happened 2 take that pic....u can see the sun behind it....i totally couldnt see ANYTHING when i took that pic, b/c it was so bright! lol but it turned out good, so i'm happy.

i'm going 2 add that 2 my list of things 2 do b4 i die.....try a churro....lol

& yes, funnel cake IS amazing!!! lol

& thanks....i'm still not anywhere near being done....but i'm taking a break....lol

other than that, not much new here, either....babysitting my cousins 2nite....that should be fun.....lol Umm....let's see here, wut else.....ok, i guess i'll give yha a quick l8st update on my "luv life". lol (i knwo i'm boring u, i'm sry, but u guys r the only 1s i can tell the WHOLE story 2, u know?)

OK, so the guy that i liked 4ever & all that stuff happened w/.....(we'll call him the idiot...it's a fitting name, trust me. hehe) so anyways, idk if i told u guys or not, i cant rememeber, but the idiot told me he was over me.....that he'd moved on...it was just sumthing he'd "learned to do." so i was like, hey, it's ok, i understand....i'm sry it didnt work out, but we can still be friends....(i wont mention the fact that i then signed off, went upstairs, & balled my eyes out..... ) so then he starts going out w/ this girl (we'll call her evil girl....grrr....lol) so he's already gone out w/ evil girl twice & it didnt work out, but he started going out w/ her again....well, then at battle of the bands, evil girl (who is not so evil at this point....) makes a big scene & breaks up with him.....of course, then later she's like i'm so sry, blah blah blah, idk wut i was saying, let's go back out again, blah blah blah.....but the idiot (who, for a split second, was not being so much of an idiot as usual....)said no. But then this other girl (we shall call her his gf, since that is her current status....) so he's going out w/ his gf & everything.....u cant stop liking sum1 immediately....i mean, i still think about him a lot & everything....but i dont like him near as much as i used 2....so i'm getting there....so we could say that i, infact, after 2 1/2 long years, have finally moved on....so everything's going good.....

but then kelli started going out w/ this guy...(we shall call him perfect, b/c he came at the perfect time, & he's perfect for her.....) so she's going out w/ perfect.....dont get me wrong, i'm SO happy for her....i mean, this is the 1st bf she's had that i actually approve of....lol & he's rlly sweet & everything & almsot reaches my standards 4 her....(which is saying sumthing....lol) but she ALWAYS talks about him....i mean ALWAYS. we cant talk about ANYTHING else, w/out him being in the picture....i mean, yes, i'm pretty much over the idiot, but....ok, this is gonna sound really cheesy, so just bear w/ me here.....my heart's still healing, u know? & then one of my close friends, whom i've known since i was 3 (we'll call her my big sis, b/c she might as well be....) started hanging out w/ this guy, in Florida. (we'll call him the stalker....b/c trust me, he TOTALLY stalked her....lol) he's rllly sweet & everything, just a tad clingy....so anyways, my big sis wants me 2 go 2 a movie 2morrow w/ her & the stalker & another one of our friends. (we'll call her amazing.....b/c...well, she is...lol) & so i wanna go, & everything, b/c, i mean, amazing will be there, so it'll all be ok, but....well, same thing w/ kelli & perfect......big sis is like ALWAYS talking about the stalker....& i mean, same deal....i'm SO happy 4 her....i rlly, truly am....but....once again w/ the cheesiness.....my heart's still healing....it's not totally put back together, if u know wut i mean....it's getting there....but it's not there yet.....& then my other friend (we'll call her friend, b/c i'm running out of creativity & cant think of ne mroe names....lol) is going out w/ this guy (whom we'll call the kisser,) b/c he kissed her @ battle of the bands & then like 6 times at the movies a week or 2 ago....& it's her 1st bf & her 1st kiss & everything....& i mean, once again, i feel happy 4 her....but thats ALL she talks about....the kisser this, & the kisser that, & on & on.....& u know wut i'm gonna say next.....cheesy....heart....healing....still.....ugh.....

I just want sum1 who'll love me like the stalker luvs my big sis, and like perfect luvs kelli, and like the kisser loves friend.....i just want sum1 who'll luv me, and hold me close, and tell me that he'll always be there....sumtimes i wonder if that's rlly so much 2 ask....i know....he's out there sumwhere....God's got the perfect guy 4 me, just waiting...but it's getting so hard 2 wait....especially when it seems like luv is all around me; like everyone's got it, but me....idk.....ok, i'm sry....i'll stop rambling now. i'm rlly rlly rlly sry i have 2 unload all this on u guys.....but u guys r the only 1s who can get the whole story....i have to act like i'm totally 100% over the idiot everyday at school....& i can tell friend that all kelli ever talks about his perfect, & i can tell kelli that all big sis ever talks about is the stalker......but i cant tell anyone everything....so that's why i'm always unloading on u guys....

Ok, i'm rlly rlly sry.....i'm stopping now...thanks so much 4 always listening 2 me ramble u guys....it means a lot......

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Hey, don't mention it that's what fiends are for.

And Ithink i can understand a little bit maybe. I have delt with the same emotions I believe, not egsactily he same cercomstances. Really what helped me the most is just doign something that would take my mind off it som times. But also praying of course I know you know that.

But it also could be that what you see as "love all around you" isn't true love. maybe that's not what God has for you, maybe he has something better. *shrugs*

And also, some advice that was given to me, (which I think is good advice) Maybe God is just waiting on you to not be so obsesed with the issue. You know, waiting until your ready for it. I thought about that and came to the conclusion that it might be the case. But hope that helps in some small way.

As always you will continue to be in my prayers and I know God can and will help you as long as you are trully following Him first and foremost above all else in your life.

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Yes, I was actually thinking along the exact same lines as Jax.

First of all, feel free to unwind any time at all- we all have to feel completely open to eachother, that's what we're here for.

I had a similar circumstance as well. The best way to move on is first, to try to forget. I know it's really hard- especially because the more you try to forget, the more you remember. So try to not think at all. (If that makes absolutely ANY sense... ) Also, just find an outlet. My outlet was writing stories- not even about it or anything, just writing in general.

And for the "love all around you"- I completely understand that. I completely agree with Jax in saying that God is watching out for you, and he may have something better in store for you. Plus, I very seriously doubt that the people your friends are with now will end up being something like their "soulmate". It could happen, but it's extremely unlikely.

What I did is I learned to wait. It's really hard, but you get the hang of it. I'm sort of in that stage where I just prefer to dream. That may sound naive or stupid, but I've come to the point where I'm just keeping an eye open and letting my mind wander. Because sometimes being caught up in the past can blind you to what is right in front of you.

I'll continue to pray for you as well, as always. Don't worry, it will all work itself out with time.

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wow, that sounded profesional Arwen. lol

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Lol. Sorry, some of my friends tell me that I should become a psyciatrist sometimes.

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Lol. No, I guess it's not really- my friends at school get annoyed every once and a while though.

It's been raining a lot here, which I absolutely love- it's my favorite weather. It's still been warm though, so it's perfect.

I have a prayer request. It's quite simple, but I just found out that my school is hosting a trip where you get to go to France, Switzerland, and Belgium over the summer in 2008. I REALLY want to go, but I need to make enough money to do so before then- my parents won't pay for all, if any, of it. So just pray for me that I may have the oppurtunity to do that. Thanks so much.

Not too much else new. Just enjoying the beginning of spring.


EDIT: I was just on the first page and realized that it's been over a year since we started this thread. (March 15th) Is it just me, or has it gone by extremely fast?

EDIT (again) : I was browsing through the forum when I saw this: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v51/f ... ds/pll.jpg
Congrats on the award, Pip!!!

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Yeah it's been warm here but humid, sprinkling some time but int he mornings lately we have been having fog so thick some times you can barely see even ten or fiften feet infront of you. It's really cool. lol

Wow!! That sounds excitting Arwen. I will surely keep you in my prayers that you would be able to make the trip in accordance to God's will.

lol... that does seem like a long time ago. I didn't realize it had beent hat lnog. Time does fly.
And yes, congrats on the award pip!

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Wow- I love it when it's like that. It's so cool in a really eerie way.

Well... it looks ok so far. My dad is on my side and thinks it is an incredible oppurtunity, but my mom will take some convincing. Thank you so much for your prayers, I really appreciate it.

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hey guys......i'm sry i havent been on in 4ever..... been so freakin busy!!! lol haha, i hadnt seen my award....i think that's funny. thanks! lol

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No problem, Pip. It would be hard to catch up after being gone for awhile.

I just got home from a friend's house, so that was fun. We watched The Holiday, which was really funny, and The Illusionist, which was brilliant. Other than that, nothing new with me.

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Yeah, I am sure it is hard to catch up after beign away fro so long!


Never heard of either of those Arwen... *shrugs*

Well, not much here either except I am sick... yeah, joy rapture.... not.. well, talk to you guys later. *waves*

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Oh, I'm sorry, Jax!! *gives huge cookie that says "Get Well Soon on it" I hope you feel better.

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