Yes it is. Life always seems to go up and downand up and down and all around again and again.

Hang on to those happy times.

Yeah, I guess that's all we can do.
So... any other depressed out there? Not that I wish for, it's horrible to be depressed, but it's our topic, and since I'm not that depressed anymore... well... I talk too much...

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Depression never leaves me. Even though I act like I'm happy, deep down I'm actually miserable. Like today, I realized I'm extremely lonely. My only friends are people here, I have none IRL.

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♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

I've got no IRL friends also. But..I am not lonely and I like it. Even when I did have a chance to have real-friends, I kinda blew it off. Mainly because I am Shy and like to do things on my own.

But thats me. And loneliness is just something I can live through.

I'm not shy, I'm a pretty outgoing person. Of course I grew alone and was forced to shun the outside world for half of my life and I can't take it anymore. I've grown so used to being so hidden from the world, I've become so miserable and now I really don't want to face the world even though I'm one very lonely and miserable person and I just can't seem to find a way out of it. And what happens when you're upset and need someone to talk to? Well I don't know because I've never had anyone so I've just bottled everything up and over the years I've learned that's a very bad thing to do cause in the past I've had many sudden outbursts due to bottling my emotions up so much and I'm sure another is due soon.

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Within the auburn of her hair
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He saw there mirrored bright and fair

♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

Well...I know depression and lonliness does not last for eternity. I'm sure one day you'll be happy again, Mrs. Haldir.

Again? Maybe it should be for once. I can't think back to a time when I was ever happy. If I ever was, it was forced.

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♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

Happy when you were a baby, toddler perhaps..

Most likely but probably the only time but then again, no one can remember that far back

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And as he looked into her eyes
Within the auburn of her hair
The trembling starlight of the skies
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♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

Well, I'm sure you've been happy for at least one tiny second once in your life... maybe you just can't remember it. I remember quite many szenes when I was a small child, I always seemed to be very happy. Well, that changed with the time...
However, you really shouldn't bottle up, you should find one person that you trust and speak about everything. Same did I, I found two friends, one even in RL, and I can go to them and talk about anything. I think you should try and find someone as well.

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i know the feeling....it sucks. pretty much the worst feeling in the whole world....it hurts so much, & then suddenly u get to the pt where u feel so.....empty; so hollow. like it all doesnt matter anymore....like wut's the point? just know that u rlly can get through it. i know. u've heard it again & again.....& it sure doesnt seem like it....but i promise....u can. b/c i've SO been there.....but u can get through it....i knwo i dont rlly know ur, or u know me....but for wut it's worth, u can always talk to me, if u need it....on here, or pm me, w/e.....i ttly understand. I hope everything turns out ok for you.

Love always,
Pip

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"Great art is as irrational as great music. It is mad with its own loveliness."

Yup, I agree, if you're still down, feeling empty and depressed, you should talk to someone... anyone who you think could help you or just could listen to you and care for you, hold you for example...

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I'm turning into a freak. I'm not able to feel any compassion for other people ... at all. About a year ago I wasn't even afraid of showing my feelings. o.O;

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Aww poor you, Antigone! Well... I hope after more than one month now since you've written this, that you feel better again about this!

Well... I'm in the middle of my final exams at school... and today I had my maths exam... I studied really hard for it, and it was horrible, pure torture, and now I fear that I failed... I don't want to... but I won't know till next week... damn I'm worried...

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I'd like to join....if its okay.

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I'm not.
xD

But it's okay, I prefer being feeling-less [lol @ the word] to highly emotional.

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