Again? Maybe it should be for once. I can't think back to a time when I was ever happy. If I ever was, it was forced.

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Happy when you were a baby, toddler perhaps..

Most likely but probably the only time but then again, no one can remember that far back

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Well, I'm sure you've been happy for at least one tiny second once in your life... maybe you just can't remember it. I remember quite many szenes when I was a small child, I always seemed to be very happy. Well, that changed with the time...
However, you really shouldn't bottle up, you should find one person that you trust and speak about everything. Same did I, I found two friends, one even in RL, and I can go to them and talk about anything. I think you should try and find someone as well.

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i know the feeling....it sucks. pretty much the worst feeling in the whole world....it hurts so much, & then suddenly u get to the pt where u feel so.....empty; so hollow. like it all doesnt matter anymore....like wut's the point? just know that u rlly can get through it. i know. u've heard it again & again.....& it sure doesnt seem like it....but i promise....u can. b/c i've SO been there.....but u can get through it....i knwo i dont rlly know ur, or u know me....but for wut it's worth, u can always talk to me, if u need it....on here, or pm me, w/e.....i ttly understand. I hope everything turns out ok for you.

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Yup, I agree, if you're still down, feeling empty and depressed, you should talk to someone... anyone who you think could help you or just could listen to you and care for you, hold you for example...

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I'm turning into a freak. I'm not able to feel any compassion for other people ... at all. About a year ago I wasn't even afraid of showing my feelings. o.O;

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Aww poor you, Antigone! Well... I hope after more than one month now since you've written this, that you feel better again about this!

Well... I'm in the middle of my final exams at school... and today I had my maths exam... I studied really hard for it, and it was horrible, pure torture, and now I fear that I failed... I don't want to... but I won't know till next week... damn I'm worried...

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I'd like to join....if its okay.

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I'm not.
xD

But it's okay, I prefer being feeling-less [lol @ the word] to highly emotional.

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Of course you can join, I'll add you to the list! welcome!

Awww still... poor you, Antigone!

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Can I join please? I was diagnosed with major depression a few months ago, and I'm still low

Antigone, I'm exactly the same...

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Alright, welcome to our club!
I'm sorry for you, so many seem to have depressions lately! If we can help you in any way, let us know, we'll be here for you!

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Thanks, everyone on A-U is always so supportive, I always come here when I'm feeling down

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Yeah, indeed, same here actually... there are so many people to support you and help to cheer you up again!

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I have thoughts of hurting myself again and now my mom thinks she should just throw me out of the house because I am so miserable and no one really cares if I kill myself. Loving family huh? I'm thinking of just packing some stuff and just leaving home and go wherever my feet shall carry me. But it maybe too late to help me anyway.

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And as he looked into her eyes
Within the auburn of her hair
The trembling starlight of the skies
He saw there mirrored bright and fair

♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥