Amoneil - People are just different. If you can't change your sister, avoid her as much as possible. As Aerlinn said, it will only kill your self esteem.

Bow and Arrow- I'm so sorry to hear that!
I could see either way: safety or looking just for a reason to yell at you. Are you hinted at any way she would not like you?

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She picks up on every small thing I do, and then makes it into such a big thing. And she says how ungrateful I am all the time and how I'm never going to survive when I leave home but that's exactly what I want to do - run away for a while and get away from everything.

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Guys...someone...please help.... other than my original problem ((cutting,depression?)) now I have another which also makes me depressed:

I just found out this morning that my grandmother was taken to the daughter by her daughter and son ((my aunt and dad)) because she is having problems breathing....I am trying to stay away from the knife.....but it's sitting here....right beside me.....and.......please help!

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Titania- take all of the knives and give them to someone to hide, then turn to God in prayer and desperation.

Bow and Arrow - I can understand that. If you read what I said to Mrs. Haldir earlier you will see that my life hasn't exactly been a piece of cake. Try to avoid it; this is going to kill your self-esteem if you continue. You may also want to look at it from her perspective. She may have had something happen to her that is causing her to do this. It isn't rigyht in any way, but we are human.

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Hey, I'm not sure if anybody remebers but I'm doing much better at least mentally, everyone that is depressed, you are in my prayers.

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Ok, I've said before that I hate my family. Well, I swear I hate them more. I am the one here that's trying to recover from minor surgery and all my mom and my younger sister are doing right now is yelling at each other at the top of their lungs not realizing that this yelling is not helping me recover. My sister is out there thinking that everything evolves around her paying no mind I am the one that needs helps right now. Now my mom just suddenly took off not being able to stand being in the house leaving me behind with my very angry sister who is not willing to led me help with my recovery so I am left to take care of myself. I will not have a healthy recovery at this rate.

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Many hugs, Mrs. Haldir (I'm your cousin now! ) That must be really terrible for you, I don't know what advice I can give you... They ought to be a lot more supportive while you recover

I stopped self harming for a week. Started again. Now I'm covering up my cuts as best I can so my family don't find out but they think something's up and I don't know what to do, I can't tell them but equally I can't stop.

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Titania....i'm so sorry....that's so hard....i'll def be praying for you....with the whole cutting & depression thing....i've so been there....i'm sure u've heard that before, but I have. it's so unbelievably hard....ur not urself when u do sumthing like cutting urself....sumthing happens.....sumthing that u cant understand or explain unless u've done it.....idk if u believe in God or not, but that is what got me through. He is the one and only reason I pulled through. I'm sure you've heard the before too, but it's true....pray pray pray....i'll be praying for u 2....idk what else to tell you....

same goes w/ pretty much every1 here....i'm praying for you....all of you.....God be with you. I've so been there....so been there.....if you ever wanna pm me & talk private or whatever, i'm here....just pray.....& as far as cutting goes....no can stop but you. I know. way easier said than done. but even if sum1 takes away the knife, u'll still find some other way. believe me, i know.....but God loves you so unbelivably much.....He died for you......he took on that punishment of all the sins, & was beat & kicked & hit & cut, so you didn't have to be.....just, when things feel hopeless, pray. Even if you've never prayed before. Even if you've never believed in God....if you're completely defeated & feel hopeless & get to the point where you just want to end it all, pray....it helps so much.....

Maybe this was all me rambling....but hopefully someone will read this & it'll mean something....i just dont know wut else 2 say....i kno i keep saying i've been there, because i have & quite honestly.....nothing anyone ever said really changed me.....I made the decesion to stop.....unfortunately, in the end, you have to make that decesion. no one can make it for you....i'm praying for you guys.....

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Well, to me you're a breath of fresh air.

Well, I have to say that I'll be praying for everyone, whether they want me to or not. Why should it offend them? Even if they don't believe in God than how would praying hurt them? It looks to me that many people enjoy depression; even if they would say they want to change but they can't, in truth they do not want to really make an extreme effort, and I understand, I'm speaking from experience. But it is a proven fact that if they try, and are prayed for and believe, things are more likely to change than if they just say God isn't real and nothing will ever get better.

I said MANY not ALL, so no one try slamming that in my face.

I don't want to sound mean. If I could post my personal stories on here to show you I know how you feel, I would. But really all that is in my power is to pray for you and be here to listen.

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Hey Witchy

I self-harm on my feet, easier to stop people from seeing, and after walking for ages today I have some really nasty blisters on my heels, my mum keeps trying to get me to take my socks off so they can heal better but.... So I feel kind of cornered and scared, nothing new, but all the same I thought I'd post this.

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Well, my mom came back after a while. Honestly, she has done what she can it's just my sister who has a bad habit of jumping into things like that. I think she was just mad at the fact of having to have to wait on me because the first two days, I was not allowed to get out of bed. Of course, half of the time I didn't get what I needed.

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Well, let me just throw my situation out there, it's not that horrible, really, but it just eats me alive.

I'm in love. Complete, utter, total, abject love, but the catch is....I fell in love with another guy who lives across the State, and is totally straight. So I miss him awfully, all the time, even though I know he thinks of me as the kind of weird guy from camp and would reject me if he knew that I loved him. I could go on more, but it generally kills my mood.

s Witchy! That must be really terrible, I don't know what advice to give... If you want to talk, PM me, okay?


I'm going to Menorca in a fortnight, how on earth am I meant to hide my cuts?!? I know I need to stop, then maybe they'll heal by the time I go, but I can't stop!

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Nah, I did not. These kind of things happen often in our home anyway. I just wish my sister waited to completely loose her temper. It wasn't until a day or two later I found out that one her friends commited suicide so I see why she went on an angry rage.
I am fine now. It has been a little over a week since the surgery anyway and my surgeon said I healed very well but I will still be one the sore and tender side for a while.

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^ I'm glad to hear you're healing well, cousin But very sorry about your sister's friend I know how they must've been feeling.

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