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Yeah, it's sad really but she's getting over it. She said he was completely fine a few days prior then suddenly he kills himself. No one knows why. I knew the guy myself but at wasn't friends with him like she was but it still hits you.

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Was he not fine a while before he committed suicide?

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I really do not know to be honest.

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Because sometimes when you choose how and when to commit suicide, for the few days before you decide to do it you act fine, because you know that in a few days you won't have to live with the pain any more...

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I cannot say really. I didn't know him well so I can't say how he could've been acting before then. Only my sister would know that but I am not going to just bring it up because it would just upset her.

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Aerlinn, I'm so sorry

How long ago did she die?

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Reading this thread almost made me start crying. I see so much pain, and it makes me so sad. I wish more than anything I could take it all away, bottle it up, and throw it into the Pacific, but I can't. And it drives me mad!

The only advice I can give to those who are feeling depressed -- not just sad for a couple of days -- but clinically depressed is this: You must get help. A counselor. A therapist. A psychiatrist.

Real depression isn't just a bad mood. It means there is something wrong in the chemical balance in your brain. It's like an illness, like the flu. And like the flu, it can be treated.

Don't expect to roll over in bed one morning and say, "My, don't I feel better?"

**I won't be able to check this thread regularly [like I wish I could], but PLEASE PM me if you want advice. I would love to try and help you out. It's a passion of mine. And I promise I will do my best to just be a listener and to give you some helpful adivece [if possible].

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*Sigh* I did it again. I cannot seem to stop. I always seem to do it when I am upset or angry. And I take it all out on myself.

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^ Btw I'm the one that added you on msn. I think I did anyway...

I've been kind of depressed lately because I haven't been inspired in any way... All of my drawings and graphics turn out like cr*p (Why is that word censored?) and nothing interests me anymore. I have all these responsibilities and I don't want to deal with them and I keep forgetting. I don't care about anything and I'm really numb... I hate feeling numb. I don't know it's just been a general blah feeling for the past few weeks.

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@ Mrs. Haldir - I do that too. I can't stop. I'd rather take it out on myself than anyone else.

@ keyodie - I've been uninspired as a result of my depression, and it really sucks. Believe me, the numbness is better than the pain.


In Chemistry today my science teacher told everyone the easiest and most painless way to committ suicide. I'm scared of what I'll do to myself.

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Actually, I think pain is better than numbness... I completely relate to the song "Pain" by 3 Days Grace.

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When you've been through enough pain you long for numbness.

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The case is that usually you want something you can't have, I think... When I'm in pain, I want numbness. And when I'm numb, I want pain. It pretty much sucks.

My dad moved to China a few weeks ago, and it still hasn't hit me. That's how numb I am...

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I've tried to stop but it doesn't work. I can go for a only about a couple of months (if lucky) without thinking of cutting but then it comes back. At times it becomes addicting. No one IRL knows I do it.

Other then that, I feel like I am slipping back into depression. I've begun to push away things that I enjoy. I'm already pretty aloof to begin with but now I feel like I want to withdraw myself from everything.

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@ Mrs. Haldir - Two people IRL know I do it. They haven't tried to stop me or do anyhting about it. The longest I've stopped for is 1 month and 5 days.

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