I wish I could give you a hug, in real life I mean...could I pm you??

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If you wish

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I wish I could give you a hug too, but seeing as we live on opposite sides of whichever ocean it is... I think...

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Errr...I think we do. And thanks.

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Mrs. Haldir. That brought me to tears. I don't know what to tell you that will not sound all like "religion" and "superflous", but I can tell you that you were made for something. You are not an accident. There is something you can do that no one else can.

You are right in saying that God would not make anyone just so that they can live a life in misery. That is because God did not right in a plan for misery into your life, but joy, and I have found it. I have found the everlasting joy. I have found the reason to live. I found it, and I would beyond words want to tell you about it.

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I agree with that...needless to say, as I have already said as much in a pm.

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Aw wow Mrs. Haldir..quite a list. Hm. Since I am not a very huggable person, I shall give you a handshake and a smile. x] Hope things get REALLY REALLY better for you....x[

The title of this thread caught my eye since, depression and I are friends.

I see you are rather new, Emotive.poet so welcome.

Are you happy to be depressed? JW

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No not really. But my mom thinks Im mainly depressed because its 'cool' she even said to me last week "I know its cool to be depressed..." after she went through my personal stuff. my journal, my poems...my messages from all my online friends. so these past weeks have been hell. >.< and then my worst nightmare happened: My mom found out about my cutting. But its hard to stop. and she's praticaly controling my life for me. telling me how I should act in school, how I should do my hair...junk like that. Im 14 but it makes no difference to her..

anyways..thats not important. so Ill stop bemoaning over my life because I know it annoys other people..

Eh, it's ok I do not really want a hug, I do not like them much, mainly because I am use to not getting them when I need them. And FYI, life never gets better for me, it only gets worse, I hate it so much that I wish I could just die sometimes.

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may I join......I am always going through depressed spells.......

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Normal is for Muggles!

I thought that I had finally stopped cutting, but as I was walking through the kitchen I just picked up the nearest knife and started again... It seems to happen on impulse, I can't control it and I think my mum's beginning to wonder how true my excuses are...

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i've tried stopping before too. It only lasted about a week. because its so addicting and its hard to just *stop!* like that.

But, Im still not done cutting. *anonymous reasons* but I gotta be WAY more clever about it if I dont want my mom to find out again. Because I get scared talking about my cutting with anyone. Maybe not scared..but just. I dont like it one bit.

^ Me too, I hate talking to anyone about it, it really doesn't make me feel any better and it's just such an awkward situation...

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^ Neither do I. People just seem to misjudge you when you speak to others about it.

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What I learned is that in order to fully stop something, you need to find something to replace it with.

So, find a hobby to do in the spare time.

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